:: I'm at work now. Everything's heatin up, and filming is just weeks away. I'm exhausted. I'm sad. I'm heart-broken. This is all such a bad time considering it's the holy fasting period. Such a test of my patience and courage. I remembered reading an email a few months back about the strengths of a woman. It mentioned that her strength does not lie on how capable she is physically, but how capable she is in handling a broken heart. Perhaps its true...I just find that's the toughest thing to do. I don't know if I'm ready to be alone now, but whatever it is, its for the best. ::